In my life,
I have been manipulated, dealt with master narcissists, master manipulators, I have exposed them and escaped with deep scars and wounds.
In the process I too have learned to master manipulation...unfortunately I too have manipulated...
I have been abandoned., abused, hurt and have learned habits I wish I didnt have....
I'm not what I escaped, but rather a warrior against it. I'm not perfect, far from it. My heart is scarred, beaten, mangled but it is still more than capable of giving love.
I dont want a person to save me... I dont need anyone...
I just want to love and be loved....
I know I'm not the only one feeling this